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1. Is there anyone on your friends list you would ever consider having sex with?
courseeeeeeee I have very sexy friends. hmmmmm seriously im not sure at this point in time. well except for one.
2. Sex in the morning, afternoon or night?
Hmm I like it at all times but i suppose morning the best
3. What side of the bed do you sleep on?
hmm in the middle cept in ants bed i sleep on side towards wall cause i just dont like being near door
4. Do you masturbate?
occasionally i suppose
5. How often? Lately?
hmmm depends on moood really. hmmm couple of days maybeeeee who knows really i dont keep track
6. Have you ever taken your clothes off for money?
hmmmmm no but for alco i have, and dares like sat hahahaha
7. Do you prefer showers or baths?
seeing as i only have a shower at this point in time i will say baths cause whenevere there is one i will have it hahaha
8. Have you ever had sex in the shower or the bath?
indeeeddd but i liked the bathroom floor better :p
9. Do you watch/read pornography?
occasionally watch porn but thats only to laugh at, dont reallt get turned on by it. hahahaha have read porn though but not what ud call porn porn, fanfics hahahahaha and other stufff......
10. Do you want someone aggressive or passive in bed?
aggressive i suppose but i am moreso than anyone hahah
11. Do you love someone on your friends list?
course i love my friends to a t.
12. Do you know all the people on your friends list?
nope course not. some real friends, some online yahhhh
13. Would you choose love or money?
hmmmmm i dont know. I suppose love cause u can make money but u cant really make love. it just comes and lotsa the time its hard to find, as lots of people know.
14. Your top three favourite kinks in bed?
hahahahaha hmmmmmmmmmmm only 3? hmmmm well i do like a bitta pain hahahah so ill say whippin, biting and nail digging. thats pretty tame i guesssss
15. Has anyone ever gone beyond your personal line of respect sexually?
hmmmm no not really, im pretty easy going as long as they arent ugly hahah
16. Where is the most romantic place you have had sex?
hmmmmm well i did like under the stars at botanical gardens
17. Where is the weirdest place you have had sex?
hmmmm playground maybe but i dunnooooo cause lotsa places have been weirdish
18. Have you ever been caught having sex?
indeed, on the bathroom floor hahahaha funnny
19. Have you ever been to a strip club?
I LOVE MY STRIP CLUBS!!!!!!! been to 3 in QLD and a lady boy bar in Cambodia. Hollywood Showgirls on GC is best and free for chicks. mmmmmm scarlett was hottttt.
20. Ever been to a bar just to get sex?
nahi dont think so. i look for fun not sex.
21. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a club for sexual reasons?
noppppppe...
22. Ever been picked up in a bar?
indeed when ma friends havent been there to care for a drunken alice hahah
23. Have you ever kissed or had sex with someone of the same sex?
indeeedy and sometimes i miss it compared to straighteness. Im not backing out of my bisexuality, nevereeeee
24. What's your sexuality?
bi, but i have phases of gay/straight but right now im bi
25. Had sex in a movie theater?
not realllllly....
26. Had sex in a bathroom?
indeeeddddd a few
27. Have you ever had sex at work?
no but ive had ma fantasties.... plus i have to admit that esther the new girl is schmokingggg and a french accent turns me on...
28. Have you ever been in an "adult" store?
many a time. one of my fav shops in hang out. SEXPO was fucking awesomeeeeee
29. Bought something from an adult store?
many a things. 2 whips, a riding crop, fishnet stuff, many lubes/doms, novelty items, garters, theigh highs, handcuffs, dice, lingerie and other stuff which i will not write down hahahahah. bzzzzzzzzzz
30. Do you own any sex toys?
indeeeedddddddy animalsssssss. kidding. bzzzzing animals etc
31. If yes, how many and what are they?
hmmmmmmmmmm not telling hahahahah but they do amuse me to no end.ill just say 5
32. Does anyone have naughty pics of you or are you on film?
indeeeedy. on a fewwww mobiles hahahahah. dares grrrr plus some not dares but ive got some tooo mwahahah
33. Have you ever had sex with someone and called them the wrong name?
nope i dont say names
34. Have you ever had phone sex?
yeah i sorta guess or sms, i tots like voicesss
35. Have you ever had cyber sex?
no i dont think id be able to do while writing. would be weird. owwwwwww lets do stuff while reading on screeen. would not get hmmm
36. Do you think oral sex constitutes as a form of intercourse?
yeah i guess. but moreso for lesbians.
37. What's your favorite sexual position?
I dont know names but i do quite like upward doggie and like against walls hahahah and deckchair or something i think
38. What's your favourite sex act?
hmmm depends what theyre good at, sometimes its biting places, or feeling. really depends
39. Have you ever had sex with more than one person at a time?
nope
40. Who do you think has the guts to repost this?
i have no idea. ma friends are wussiessss. merrr u know what annoys me, on sat night we all played truth and dare and no one cept for jamie and i would do the dares cause everyone was wuseeses. hahahah i did some prettty bad stuff, lol anth was annoyed hahahahh. I dont turn dares down anymore, not like highschool dares. i did every dare they gave me mwahahahahaha.
omg omg omg Easter Holidays are gonnnnnnna be awesome
parents leasving fri morning and come back wed night. going to carnervon gorge and im going to straddieeeeee. so staying with friends and ant till wed then thursday night is aural vampire!!!!!!!!!! im heck excited.
But firstly i need to do mood boards and story boards and sewing merrr and supernova next weeeeeeek! wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooot
and get to seeeee mary and kaya on thursday night! yay!!!!! then ant on fri sat sun woot as well as those friends. woooooot. merrr wish i got that $950 tax thing. so not fair i didnt. I woulda spent it on anything.
- Music:bloc party - talons
OK well yesterday I went home early from tafe cause i felt ill from girlieness probs and so i took too many naprowhatever theyre called. Went to bed and woke at 2am with searing pains in chest and felt like going to throw up so i was awake the whole night parents were gonna take me to hospital cuase the pain was so bad but i didnt in the end and went to doc this morning and apparently it was really bad heartburn caused by the tablets, ragggggggggggggggggggggggggggggggge but i still feel really errgh and thus i miss out on tafe grrrr.and no tafe morro cause teacher day.
But in other news my last week was good. Had tafe monday, had tafe tuesday, went to anths till wed then didint go to tafe wed and bummed at home, went tafe thursday then bummed with pals that night and friday worked then went to anths and we all went clubbing sat night and we kept running into margaux and sunday was spent chilling with group which was fun. But I can not see anth today as I am still ill, But i can see him thursday now as friends cant go out thursday or soemthing, who knows but its good cause no money spent so more to save for supernova. which is in like 2 or 3 weeks wooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooooo
ive been neglecting tafe, ive been neglecting a lot actually.
I keep lying to everyone about what im doing. especially parents.
I wanna see all my friends but its so dam difficult cause everyone has work and uni at different times and grrr i have time off but no one has the same time and people have cars and I dont yet people with cars cant even see me. what the? takes two minutes to drive not like public transport. even if its a 10 minute chat is better than nothing for weeks on end. grrrr and someone wont reply to my email.
my days revolve around anth and my friends there, and I cant break out of that nor do I want to. but its screwing up being able to see my other friends. dam I need to start driving. im trapped without a car. public transport can only do so much.
I want another job too, I want more money,
I want more money so that i can save up to travel. grrrrrr and supernova. and the aural vampire concert is coming up so needs moeny for that and need to pay off debt and yata yata.
- Music:bloc party - ares
Went sexpo friday night, which was fun! had lotsa stuff and i bought so much underwear.
sat morning we went down to maroon dam and went jet skiing, tubeing and kneeboarding. and i got a seriously burnt lower half, rageeeee im a lobster.
had an uncomfortable nights sleep and we went out again sunday and we 2ish and i eventually got home like 8ish. was pretty fun the watersports and i got to ride jet ski with jamie behind wooooo. and i am accident prone.
but yeah tafe again. and crappy new timetable again. have the need to see friends.
Off to get my haircut today!!!!!! yay thats so awesome. heheheheheheh. and have to buy jeans x multiple amounts! for the project so off to vinnies! and ights for patterning wooooot!
anyway yesterday I finalllllllly saw jess after a long long time! omg it was awesome and we had a krispy kreme donut and this girl who was handing out free donuts we think was going on about healthy donuts and my bag and my bow but we totally could not understand her squeaky voice gah. but yes there ok.. but i wont bother having one again. not after i see al the sugar that goes on them (its diabetes galore for australia) but yes and i saw mare again for like a few minutes cause she was off to work (2nd time in a week ive seen her accidentally) and yeah.
and night before went to my bros school for a teachers recital which was boooooring which went to fucking 11! merrrrr.
and i still havent got a mothers day present... gah shit! what to get a mother...
so much stuff to do and so little time merrrr. and sometimes i really should just watch my mouth.
did I mention the other day at chermside I found dir en grey "withering to death" i cant remember if i posted an entry or not but hell yeah im still stoked and for such a cheap price too + dvd.
- Mood:
cranky - Music:disposable teens - marilyn manson
and can I trust certain people, now ill never know if theyre telling the truth. and people think they know something when they dont and stick up for others, pfft.
- Mood:
annoyed - Music:lets not fall apart - david and the citizens
yay! sleeeeeeep in tomorrow! woooot!
i did some home ec study.... yep. that was sooo productive
yet again i bought stuff - cause im a hyperactive shopper! hahahaha
me and jess wallked to the city and lauren and emma decided to follow us cause you guys dont know how to get to queen st. hahahahha wellll now you do!
and we were singing and dancing to time warp on way there for like a minute then i stopped cause that dude was starring. weirdo. and why did you guys start singing it anyway???? huh huh! oh well it was great cause we forgot the words... hahaha or sumthing.
then we left them and went walking and we ended up at this tent which was giving out free coffee so we had one! coool! it was frothy. and i drank the other one when i got home and now my tummy hates me. i think i have an intolerance to coffee. makes sense cause everytime i have it my tummy goes weird. like gross feeling. anyway.....
then we went to lush cause i havent been there for sooooo long and neither had jess and we spent ages wanting to eat the soaps hahahaha. and jess wants to decorate her bathroom with the whole soaps. hahaha but you cant wash with them! hahahah.
then we went and had lunch and saw a whole buncha ahs girls including mare. who kept madly waving at me hahaha. and i had sushi and jess had chips whcih i had some of. and just spent ages there hahahah talking about hair and snowy! omg i cant wait!!!!!! must organise! and we went and looked at random stuff like chests and earrings holders hahahaha. and looked at hair dyes and hair colours and wigs foreverererere. hahahah and i bought a white eyeliner.... oh dear god! more you say! 2nd one in 2 days! hahahahahahaha.
and we went to look at more chests! cause there cool and like a bazillion shoe stores hahahaha i lvoe me some shoes and so does jess especially bright neon ones hahahaha. ewwwww. i laughed. but i think shes transforming me to be more liking of neon colours hahahah. anyway and she wanted me to buy a tiara but i shall do so later! hahahaha but i bought coloured (bright) hair extensions hahahaha cause there really bright. there awesome.
and so friday jess is getting her hair dyed with orange - i still have no idea what kinda orange but i shall find out afetr she has it done hahahah.and she wants me to dye my hair bright dark blue with white streaks hahahaha funny. maybe.... later. but i want to dye my hair for snowy! hahahaha im sooo excited about snowy! woooooot!
ok i think this coffee made me hypo! hahahahah and sicky.
and omg jess and i found out that that restraunt in the city we were going to go to for yum cha does have yum cha at lunch! woooot! so jose and i are gonna go and take jess along. wooot! and ill tell you guys how it is so we can go there for yum cha next. yay!
but yay after tomorrow for home ec exams i willl have 1! exam left! ancient whcih is on tuesday wooooot! and omg that saturday we go to snowwwwwwwwy! yeah you can tell im just a bit weeee excited! yay yay yay.
anyway im busting so leaving now. hahahhaha
- Mood:
happy - Music:kiseki - BoA kwon.
hmm lets seeee. well friday went to the musical... that was goood! and josie and rhi were awesome as well as other peoples. woah some people can really dance!
hmm then saturday i slept like a log cept work rang me at like 6:30am!!!!! so i didnt answer.... then kaya rang me later by accident. mer woke me up again. so then i was trying to sleep then rach rang at 9:30. so i got woken up 3 times! when i wanted to sleep till 10. oh well.
so then went to woke for a few hours till 3:30 mer. then went to rachies in the arvo. and she was just finishing reading harry potter and she later finisihed it while i was anoying her with puppets haha. *woof woof woof* and then she was so happy about the book i learned everything about the book. even though i havent read it... oh well. luckily i dont mind. ill forget by the time i read the book. cause i need to read all 6 before i read the 7th.
then we ended up listening to all old albums.... like really old. hahaha and i hurt my neck from crazy dancing... hahah i jerk too much. haha and then we listened to rocky horro picture show cd and now im obsessed and am planning to get the dvd.! hahahah touuuuuuuuch me! hahah. and i did an awesome rendition of papa dont preach! hahah and sumhow she recorded it.... mer. and we ended up straightening our hair and all this stuff! it was awesome. hahah
then in the morning my neck killed and the whole day. we woke like 9ish and had toast which got squished.... hahaha seriously it was flat! hahahah funnniesss. and her dog was psycho! hahaha we then left at like 11 and went to the teritiary expo! hahaha was sooo freaking packed! we saw bonnnnnny..... like a bazillion times. ergggh and heaps of others. we then saw angela and clo and stayed with em and we found this awesome photo place and we took all these crazy pics... it was awesome. hahahah. and then we found jess and then lost her again. so then we all to city and had lunch and jess found us again. and then we went up to king george square and went skatebaording!!!!! it was so freaking awesome. then quite a lot of emo guys/stoner/drunk guys came up and tried to show us up. hahaha we didnt care tho! we had a blast. hahahaha.
so then me and rach had to run up this emornmous hill and catch the car and then home!
but yeah now im fuck tired. and yeah.
and i neeeed to go buy rocky horror dvd! as well as tatu. hahah
- Mood:
amused - Music:girugamesh - jarring fly
yeah i was feeling a bit bitchy yesterday - actually really bitchy. and hurt real hurt. but im getting better.
it ended up this way - i went over to give her her hat, she pulled me and told me to speak to her, i didnt at first. went back sat down and realised how stupid i was being and that i didnt wanna lose her, i was just being stubborn.
so went back over just as the bell rang and dragged her away, so we talked, she was so upset that i was ignoring her, i was upset that i had been to, cause that i think is really stupid cause im a fool and immature and i just ignore when im angry even for stupid reasons. so i am happy now, best thing of my day. actually best thing in a while it made me so happy that i talked to her again, realising i was stupid to have been so stupid in the first place and i actually said my mind. i never do that face to face. i mean like when im hurt by someone and i dont blurt out what im really thinking but i did this time. i cant believe it, it was so hard but i just needed to say. plus she wanted to know really bad and yeah. so im so happppy now! today was good. though i kept looking over at the spot.
im so happy. i even talked to ash! which i havent done in so long. cause im a stuborn fool. also to lauren. dam you your name didnt come off when i showered!!! mer. hahahah.
well after school i walked to the city, staring at the sky most of the time. and i bought badge backings, and then bought some tea - yummy lychee green tea with lychee coconut jelly as usual.... but large this time! i always get medium... and then went to comics etc and got gravitation number 10! yay! im obsessed with it again! awwwww. love! and i got $200! out i didnt realise i had so much! and now im happy! meaning only $326 to go! yay! then im free!
and then after that i walked around a bit - saw an awesome choker! but 30 so no.... anyway then went along elizabeth street and saw that the pole has been completely stripped of everything that was there. pictures, messages! and flowers cept for a red and white traffic tape which tied around it. i suppose its cause they dont want people to be reminded about it but still i get a bit upset that they took it down - though that stuff donest need to be there for us to remember her, it just being a sign to the public or sumthing.
anyway then went to big w and bought soooo much candy. and now im eating candy spray and coming to terms with what i should do. and im thinking ...hmmm. puzzled.
anyway lots of people will be missing tomorrow due to musical... awww. i think im going to the musical just ahve to ask rents and get tickets! *snaps* cause we need time togther.
anyway im off to bounce off the walls cause im happy that i am not an idiot and talking to jess. weeeeeei *ouch* forgot about needle arm... mer. that needle was awesome! and no im not becoming a masochist...
- Mood:
enthralled - Music:quarter void - D'espairsRay
i can live with vanity.
ok sure i think there is something in my ear lobe!!! like there feels like theres this weird bumb in my ear lobe!!!! arrrgh what the hell! i discovered it the other day and was like hmmm. makes me want more pierciings!!!
omg i am soooo freaking broke! but yet even when i do get money i spend it! i am so bad! innnnnneeeed money bad!!!
and omg it is just sooooo freezing! and so sudden! i mean yesterday wasnt cold!!!! and today is!!!!! arrrgh
omg coldnesssss! im wearing a scarf and 2 jumpers and trackies and stilll coldish!
haahahahah today was weirdly funny beats me why but still. and bad!
ok first up i had to wake at 7:30! and missed my bus just as i was coming down (fucking bus driver slowed down then sped off! dam fuckers) anyway then i got to like east brisbane then realised my $10 bucks gad fallen out! arrgh. and then i lost one of my black bands! mer. but then o'malley while in library sees me and sees my rings! i bet u she was looking speciallly! bitch! but luckily she had my hat - so i stole it off her later! hehehe
hahahah i did english. it went ok but the others were sooo boring all 7 of them! adn mine was first and so shit compared to all others. mer. and 7 mins 33!!!!! arrgh but she didnt care. like heaps went over.
then walked a round a bit talked people! sat talked etc etc. eventually going with mary to art labs! hahaha longest ive ever beeeen there! and went a wandering looking at all the art works. some are really good some are pretty shithouse. errrgh ugliness! hahah then eventaulllly came back adn watched as mary and jess did that thing with the inky stuff! tar! not raealllly tar!
then eventually we left and walked down to valley and got maccas and bakery delights!!!!!! yum! mung bean bun! with dead fly! hahaha and custard bun! mung so muhc bettttre! then we travelled to the station and saw the cutest shop! where i plan to go buy stufff! sawwwwwww a lot i wanna buy!!!!! hehehe strawberrys and hello kitty! hehehehe yay! and then we were sitting at tables and saw kaya/nicole and they came sitting with us! and i ate their asian desserts! pukka and pocky! = pokka! yum! and then this random woman (who we didnt know gave me the dirtiest look as she walked past!!!) we were like wat the hell and she just continued staring at me! arrrgh scared me! even when mary left she kept glaring at me and kaya kept pointing it out! eeeeek.
then i got to the city adn it was freeeezing! arrrgh
and i think ive gone coldy! shit! god lately my immuine system has been really down! wat the!i mean first the tonsilitis! now a cold! and headaches! and im never sick usuallly! god! and my eyes were all yellow and red today due to lack of sleep! mer.
and this weekend we are off to the darling downs? or sumwhere in bush! god! means i have to study and do this! cause 2 exams on tuesday!!!! fuck! math so screwed! like really! meh for ancient. no idea. and ms dont worry about yet!
- Location:room
- Mood:
crushed - Music:flurescent adolescent - the artic monkeys
ok so i was meant to do sor... and english! and as usual i havent... ugggh!
but i did read some of the sources and now i have to pick what to do for it - i have a sorta plan in my brain! hahaha.
and i cut down massisvly on my info for ms! decided to change to traffic in brisbane!!!! cause its so cooler/easier i reckon. plus too many doing cars! eeew cars!
and i sorta.... was starting to draft english... i mean edit!
and omg guess what!!! i learned how to make you look like ur listening to music on msn!!!! omg finally! it was annoying me that i couldnt do it! i mean i didnt care about it but the fact that i didnt know how to do it was bugging me! and i found out how!!!!!! hehehehe me happpy
owww and tomorrow i get to sleeeep in!!!! i think ill get up at like 8 and try and do some work and then get ready.
yay i get to seee pirates 3 again! hopefullllly! im gonna tell rents im out in studying group or sumthing! hahah but yeah me cited! even tho i should do sor but meh/english! hahaha hanging with friends is way more awesome!
but what to wear!! i think ill take cam this time! ive missed out on way to many shots! mer!!!!!
owww and ill give dad money morro i think! good!
and omgosh today i restrained myself and didnt buy anything even tho i walked into city after my ms exam!!!!!! eeek haha badness. i know i got some stuff wrong... cause i dont member that in class and dint have written down and so i think that was when i was sick... mer!
the things i didnt get right and i know was were : timing belt? wheels wear? and some other things. errrgh. and i had 10 mins perusal but i didnt need to use it! errgh! stupid me
for some reason my hair has put itself in a plait and i didnt do it!!!!! weird!
anyway i should do sumthing apart from this like download music! or ouran! yes yes!
not work... hahah
- Location:room
- Mood:
tea? - Music:liberate - slipknot
well hello.
well gosh my hair is growing oh so long! its like right down on the bottom of my neck! holy! but gosh it takes a long time to grow. or does it? hmm. i forgot when i last trimmed it.
i have still yet to come to what length and style i should have it... i was maybe thinking like just past ear but layered severly so that i can spike it non stop and so can be messy "boyish" style. i dunno or
maybe keep it thins length but severly layer it. but not mullet!!!!!!!!! i dunno. i suppose il have to look for styles.
and i was thinking of doing a hime cut but im not sure about that one. and then do like severly layerd.
anyway i want layers!
and im not sure about colours. i think i like this one atm. meh
so tomorrow is monday! wooot? i cant decide. like yesterday i was like hooorah im going to school to see everyone. but then today ive kinda gone off the idea. i dunno. like i want to see people but not like most of my "friendship" group i dont care about seeing many cept for mary jess toni duffy (is she in our group?). hahah arent i mean. oh well. but i wanna see me friends from the other groups. yay josie and schiob and rachie and caitlin! so im looking forward to seeing them.
yeah im in a bitchy mood. you guessed right! hehehe.
me and dad had a fight and i called him a deafpot and he got mad. but oh well.
anyway were gonna see pirates 3!!!!!!! this arvo! me cited!
owwwww keira heheh and captain jack sparrow *swoon*
and omgosh whats wrong with me! ive been constantly watching fall out boy vids and my chemical romance and the used filmslips like all weekend!!!!! omg wtf and marilyn manson! ok thats ok.
oh and ouran high school host! awwwww its so freaking cute!!!! and i must watch more... later. after i promise myself ill do paragraph 2 of ancient!
so far this morning i finished para 1! so now i got 2 3 and conclusion to go!!!!! merr. fuck.
and i need to find an english story. errgh i found some but there boring. mer. sucks. why cant we articles!!!!!1 why!
anyway i might go make some lunch. and potc3!!!!!!
- Location:rooom
- Music:far east of eden - gravitation
i did an english draft at 8:30 this morning after a text woke me up!!!!! mer.
i did a bit of bio research... yeah a tiny bit...
i did a bit of highlighting on history. fuck screwed!!!
and i kept going into the pantry/fridge cause im a fatty chan. and wouldnt get full! merrrr. sucked! im gonna grow fat if i continue to be a depressed whiney baby.
ok so today was my fat day... i feel like taking out a huge laser and chopping off all of fat and pimples and just in general my face. i hate my face. after looking at myself in the mirror i decided how fat i am and how disgusting i look. im a disgrace to girls. yeah i complain to much i know. oh well just chuck me off the bridge. i wont care and no one else will either. so just get it over and done with already and put me out of my misery. and im not saying that in a jking way. unfortunately.
ok so everyone has already said this: that they dont think they cant survive year 12. ive had so many poeple tell me you. so freaking many!!!!!! and they have need to say it! i dont want them to say it! i dont wanna hear it! its gonna depress me even more and i dont particularly want that! i mean seriously. so lets all put on a show just for this year. try and least pretend to be happier than we are. it surprisingly works wonders. making urself! i mean actuallllly making urself pretend ur happy actually makes you feel better than u actually are. and if not. then ill just go jump off the bridge. cause i dont want anyone to commit suicide ok. even though i know none of you would ever have the guts too. would ya? i know you wouldnt. you know people love you. and im glad you think that. well i suppose you thnk that.
but seriously i dont want any of you to die. i mean i wouldnt be able to survive not knowing people love me. even though i dont know if i can anyway. but still. i love every single one of you! well all my freinds at school! i love you guys. awww shucks im getting teary.
lets be in a play. and make everyone believe.
- Location:in my mind
- Mood:
depressed - Music:how lucky am i - maggie gyllenhaal
