ok so i am so fucking dead tired. its not normal. i mean last night i fell asleep like a log! really early. even though i did wake at 6:15 but hey.

then went to work for 9 fucking hours! arrrgh. now im dead tired....
and have to work tomorrow for like 7 hours... ergh. how am i meant to live....with these hours on a weekend after a week of school! gosh.

anyway i bought perfume yesterday when i was with jess. i bought curious by britney spears... shuddup ive been wanting it for a while...... next up on list - baby doll by ralph lauren. and i bought the cherry clutch. woot and found out groove has pink and black false eyelashes! woah! prettty. and i want some white eyeliner.

anyway i keep having fast food, always - fuck im gonna be fat sooon. really i am! yesterday i ate the ultimate feast or sumthing like that from kfc.... it had 3 wicked wings (which i never want to have again. i wanted to try) and a zinger burger and chips and drink and then i had jess's cookie from subway which tasted uncooked - like dough! yum dough! and it came with gravy crap whcih is soooo fucking disgusting so i didnt eat that... errrgh vomits.
then ive beeen eating mars bars for like a few days - like 12.... mini ones though. and now there finsihed... booohoo.
and then today at work i had a lean beef burger (small) meal with choc shake. told ya im gonnna get fat and plus i do no exercise so im also becoming unfit. crap... and im in pain a lot. im so doomed to die young.

starting tomorrow i shall try and eat more healithier things! its a must if i want to stay slim and not die from coranary failure or  sumthing.... so means i am banning myself from buying fast food - fatty kind and lollies - dam! oh dear i shall die.... so tomorrow at work for break = salad! and means i will ban msyelf from buying lollies except for once a week! sounds fair. and i shall start to exercise more - like 15 mins a day plus the usual... hmmm. plus dad wants to take me out running tomorrow arvo after work

anyway.... so my plan is the monday before snowy i shall go get 2 more ear piercings! so it mean i will have like 2 weeks to have my ears heal before i need to work again... so taht will bring my piercing tallly up to 3! and then i plan to get another set in term 4! wooot. well after we finish school - wooot lauren!

anyway - guessss what! i only owe dad $20 now! woah! though dad was like you dont have to pay it but i actually want to, since then ill feel really grown up... shuddup and will have actually gone through with paying debts! i have to get used to it, i suppose.

so now i should be spending like $50 on piercings and then $20 to dad  and for yum cha on tuesday i need moneys, so thats like $20 or so... and then i need to buy model 6 so $15. and yeah. i think thats it for a while....
so thats like $105! wooot! and today alone i made like $90! plus. but then i need to buy sumthing else for duffs bday and then later for rachs bday but thats ok cause thats ages away, woah ill actually be able to save ! up for japan!

but then i wont need the piercings money till next monday. so thats alright.

anyway so tomorrow i shall have to start reading over maths and SOR i dont care so much for maths cause im pretty sure thats what im gonna drop (in exiting marks) so im gonna study really hard for SOR cause i wanna do really well on that. then i have home ec the day after the sor exam. and wanna do well in that, probs will though cause im pretty sure i know everything in this unit cause its easy.

anyway now im off to go watch when crickets cry.... whcih is creepy but awesome. and then i wanna go add ribbons to my hat. and shuffle my room around and arrange all my makeup - which is messsy!

i think ill go to bed early tonight since i have to wake at like 6:45... errrgh. oh well ! money!