uhuh yeah! squeee.

hmm today has beeen really good i havent been on the comp much today! and it felt great! hahahah

i woke at 10:42!!!! yay! and yesterday i woke at 10:32!!!! how weird is that!!
anyway got up had brekkie and went to see piggies and yeah - chickens out!
i then decided to watch charlies angels 2 - full throttle cause i watched one the other day.
then made lunch for me and jack and had some dam delicious strawberries! yay!
did washing up/drying up and cleaned the house a bit.

hmm what afetr that...
i started work on more bows - made 7 bows by like 6 and also washing off line and yeah.
then dad came home and we delivered my bros papers - i felt really relaxed and nice cause of the air.

then got home and worked on bows some more and did other stufff.

then called rachie up cause i hadnt talked to her in a while - we talked for ages and then i had din dins and got back on the phone to her after as well. talked for ages ages more. holy shit. hahaha
it was awesome - i remembered how much we loved talking on the phone to each other! hahahah - it felt awesome!
we talked about the funeral and everything and then about school and ibis and all this random stuff - twas awesome.

and today i have felt really good - i think the funeral has finally brought a larger sense of closure and cause me and rach talked about it a lot and pur fears about it and about jess and chloe and now i think were finally getting less upset - i mean were still upset but we feel better.

im so glad about that. - like im still ahving flashbacks but now im not feeling so upset about them. i feel really good well yeah.

anyway sooooooooooo im feeling awake and great! and tomorrow i plan on buying more fasteners and roses and stuff! its gonna be great! i need to sew more to curtains! i will have like 14!!!!!!

so tomrorow i shall wear my gl dress which i havent worn in sew long! yay! but my shoulders hurt so mer.

but apart from that im pretty darn ok.